You're Toxic Like A Prayer

It feels weird, like I don't belong in my own body. I should be a vampire. Ha, or a goth kid from South Park. Yeah, way better than a vampire kid.

We've all seen that episode right?

Heaven Bound

Its sad to hear about a young child's death. It makes me hate the world I live in. But There Is Always A Bright Side To Death, We Can Always Somehow Find A Place Of Peace. That Is, If We're Welcome To.
I Can't Help But Let My Mind Wander Back To Caylee Anthony. The Poor Child Was Found Dead, And I Can't Help But Feel Angry. No Child Should Go Through Whatever Happened To Her. When You Look At That Little Girl's Grin You Can't Help But Know That She Would Have Been Something Great. But Even Though She's Gone, She Still Lives On In The Hearts Of Those She's Touched In Her Short Time Here On Earth.
I Can Only Pray That She's Found Peace.

Viva La Vida

I'm stuck. I don't know what else to say, I can't really form a word. Thats normal right? I mean, WARPED TOUR is tomorrow. I am at a loss for words.

Oh yes, by the way, Zebra boy has found a mate. Yeah, I never told him that i had a little thing for him. Its hard for me to believe but I'm ok with it.
I think its because I know that we'd never work out. Is that a sign that I'm growing up?

Am I really ready to start the life I wanted? Can I say that its okay for me to throw away my past and pretend that it was all nothing but a bad dream?

Maybe, I think I am.

El Marco Pollo

I can't describe what I'm feeling at the moment. I mean, its the last week of school, and I can't tell IQ boy how I feel. Its hard, he is such a man whore. He loves the attention of women.
I know I should stay away, but its so hard.
I've seen him around other girls, he is very different around me. Could that be a sign? Of course not. But this is a whole other part of my soul speaking. Lets move on to the rude bitch.

Am I a rude bitch? I have no clue to say the least.

Mutter Love

Well, I suppose you can say that today was interesting. It was, in a way, fun, but that is not the point. I am getting closer and closer to the one thing I want the most. A certain boy with the IQ of a zebra. Offending? Yes, but believe me when I say that I am heals over head for this boy. I don't feel stupid around him, and I'm not saying that I am stupid, I just feel like I can be myself around him.
Its odd really, I've known my best friend since forever but I feel a lot more comfortable around HIM. Is it safe to say that? Am I wrong for saying that? No, I shouldn't be. He is just so......

Can I move on to another subject? Please? Well, I'm going to anyways.
There's a girl I know. I hate her.
I know that hate is a very strong word but no other word in the known dictionary can describe how I feel. I feel like she is purposly trying to pull me and my best friend away from each other. I try to explain it to other people but they think I'm crazy. I'm not.
I've known this whore since the third grade and she hasn't changed in the least. She tries to act all nice and careing when in real life she's a scam. And! She is in fact a whore. How do I know? She sucks face with any guy she meets. Not on the spot or anything, but maybe after five minutes of getting to know him. Or her. Yeah, she's Bi. I have no problem with that, But I just think that maybe she should join a group of people who can fuck her brains out without the worry of getting an STD.
Oh wait! There are no such people. Oh dear, she's going to have a problem.
Its just, I really hate her being around my friends. I'm not trying to say that I want them all to myself, but, she just overdoes things, and I find it disturbing.
Well, whats a girl to do? And yes, I mean me.

Sigh, school is almost over for the year. I am so excited for Warped Tour. One of my favorite bands is going to be there. Can You Guess? Oh I'll just tell you! From First To Last. Can you say EPIC?
Oh, and Couch Tour is Saturday! Whoo! I just hope I don't run into people I can't stand. Ugh! I'd be in such a bad mood!
Another fun summer thing I wanna do is go and see the Sex and The City movie. Wow! I am super excited. I am going to make this the best summer ever! Yay! And wow, I just made myself sound like a kid. Creepy.

On the last day of school I plan to take my best friend and a few of my best-but-not-as-close-as-the-longtime-best friend- friends out to dinner at this really good Japanese place. Yummy, yummy, sushi! Once again, am I a kid or what? Well, I'll admit that I am a bit of a nerd, what with my Transformer love. Its newly found by the way. Haha.

Well, It seems that I have nothing else to say, other than the fact the I have a really important five page essay to turn in tomorrow and I haven't even started! Wow, and to top it all off, I need to finish a yearbook. Sigh, the school world is tough, but someone has to live through it.

Postwar Hollywood

So, lets start everything off like this, this blog has nothing to do with Hollywood. Or a postwar for that matter. I just like random titles, ha, it seems to fit. Also, I would like to ask for forgivness for my lack of spelling. It sucks, yes, I know. I've known this for quite a while but what can I do? I don't feel like correcting myself.
Well, I suppose I should tell you a bit about myself, that is, if you plan on reading anything else I choose to rant or blog about.
I will not reveal to you my actual name, no, you can call me I.E, it is what I desire most thank you very much. I am of hispanic descent, although I may not show it, I am. I am possibly the worst mexican out there. To be honest, and please don't attack me!, I wish I were from Canada. I'm not from Mexico or anything, I'm actually from California, but I find Canada to be super rad. Did that make sense? Oh well, I didn't think so.
Shall we move on to the next subject? Music is our topic. I love music, but please, don't ask me if I love all that rap crap. Lets just say that Nirvana owns my soul, yes? My Chemical Romance saved my life, like so many others. From First To Last stole my heart. Smashing Pumpkins tells the story of my life.
There, my top four favorite bands with a reason why for each one. Wonderful isn't it?
Oh, don't you hate when people ask for your favorite song? It's a really hard question that can never be answered. I see it that way and I'm certain that others do too.
I'm a cartoon person. I know I'm a teenager but some people can never grow up. No, don't ask for my exact age, alright?
Some of my favorite cartoons are Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends, The Powerpuff Girls, Chowder, Invader Zim, The Grim Adventures Of Billy And Mandy, and does South Park count? Yeah, lets just say that South Park counts. I love Cartman, he has always been the one to make me laugh. Hell, he makes everyone laugh!
I'm a nerd, I love manga. At the moment, my favorite has to be Ouran High School Host Club. Its cute, and funny, what more could you want? Although, I guess you can say that Death Note beats out Ouran. No doubt, Death Note rocks my world. I love L, and I'm talking about the live action movie L, not the anime L. Although, he is cute. Ahaha.
I'd like to take this time to say that I admire Elizabeth Short. I would also like to point out that I hate the person who hurt her in such an unspeakable manor. May she rest in peace.
Is it wrong to love a stuffed animal you've slept with since you were a child? Well then, I must be a sinner. I still sleep with my best animal friend.
Oh dear, I forgot to tell you that I am a bookworm and proud of it! Some of my favorite books are Night, To Kill A Mocking Bird, Go Ask Alice, Wicked, Gingerbread, Shrimp, Cupcake, May Bird And The Ever After, And of course... May Bird Among The Stars.
Well, it seems that that is all the time I have. I happen to be hungry and there is a cheese burger with my name on it calling out to me.

Much Love, I.E.